3.26.2011

Angel calls


There was some days where I felt that Michael is communicate with me, the coincidences were too much that makes me hard to say that it was nothing...

When I was at McDonald, the Heal the World playing...
and the next day, at Emax (cafe near my campus), Hold My Hand...
Then, in middle of discussion with some friends, Earth Song was playing in Tator Cafe..

And I thought, "Ok, he's watching me right now" :)

On the 4th day, this is what appear on my tumblr page:


Twinny from different era, but with the same style.. ^_^


and so I said:

*well, not exactly, this pic was suddenly appear on my tumblr-dashboard,
so I had to screen captured it..


And not long after it, this also came on my tumblr-dashboard:

I hope it's nice where you are....


These are 3 of 6 screen-caps that I made over one night...


Do you feel your Angel next to you?

If you are, give that Angel your most beautiful smile,
and say "Thank you" for watching :))




Angel of Light

It's hard to see angels, although I've stared at their pictures for hours. Some people can see them without pictures, and they tell interesting tales. Guardian angels are all female, for instance, which didn't surprise me once I found out. A birth angel, recruited from the younger ranks, attends every baby when it appears, while another angel, older but not grim, helps the dying to leave this world without grief or pain.

You can pray to the angels and they will listen, but the best way to call them, I am told, is to laugh.
Angels respond to delight, because that is what they're made of. In fact, when people's minds are clouded by anger or hatred, no angel can reach them.

Not all angels have wings -- so the visionaries claim -- but those who do can unfurl a span of golden feathers stretching over the entire world. If you had eyes that could look straight into the sun, you would see an overwhelming angel presiding there; a more serene one smiles out from the face of the moon.

Angels spend their entire lives, which are forever, spinning around the Creator's throne, singing His praise. People with keen ears have listened in. The harmonies of the angelic choir are incredibly complex, they say, but the rhythm is simple. "It's mostly march time," one eavesdropper affirmed. For some reason, that fact is almost the best I have learned so far.

After a while it got lonely hearing about angels you couldn't see for yourself. When an angel-watcher heard that, she was shocked. "Not see?" she said. "But you have an angel in you. Everybody does. I can see it right now, and I thought you could, too." "No," I said sadly, and I asked what it looked like. "Did it look like me?"

"Well, yes and no," the angel-watcher mysterious answered. "It all depends on what you think you are. Your angel is a speck of light perched at the very center of your heart. It is smaller than an atom, but just wait. Once you get close to it, your angel will expand. The closer you come, the more it will grow, until finally, in a burst of light, you will see your angel in its true shape, and at that very instant, you will also see yourself."

So now I am looking for my angel all the time. I sit silently, turning my gaze inward. It wasn't long before I caught a glimpse of something. "Is that you, Angel, holding a candle?" One flicker and it was gone. Yet that was enough to set my heart wildly beating. Next time my angel will be waving a lamp, then holding a torch aloft, then lighting a bonfire.

That's what the angel-watcher promised, and now that I have caught sight of glory, I know enough to believe.


Thank you, lovely Elizabeth


Grace with beauty, charm and talent



I've posted quotes of Michael about Elizabeth in my previous blog, "What a Friendship Means.." tho those words are not enough to express how special their friendship was..

Q: "So you're Wendy and Michael is Peter?" I had asked Elizabeth Taylor afterwards.
Elizabeth: "Yeah.Yeah.There's a kind of magic between us."


"Elizabeth is also like a mother–and more than that.
She's a friend.She's Mother Teresa, Princess Diana, the Queen of England and Wendy."
~ Michael Jackson ~

Have you ever feel a true friendship?

A friend who will speak on your behalf when you no longer can say a word
A friend who will be there for you when the world leaves you alone
A friend who facing the triumph and disaster with holding hands together
A friend, who publicly defends you when no one believe you..
and a friend, who love you as being you, because no one is you-er than YOU..

And the honesty is there,
and that's enough for a true friendship...

“Elizabeth’s friendship is like the perfect jewels she owns — indestructible and eternal.”
~ Michael Jackson ~


So many tribute had been made to honor Michael and Liz' friendship, from making graphic artworks, Gifs, video, and even a dedicated side for Elizabeth, here are my favorites:






Last, but not least, a dedicated site for Dame Elizabeth Taylor: http://elizabethweloveyou.tumblr.com by @MyMJJTribute
here's one of her artwork:



More glimpse of their friendship:


“It is 1993, and this will be Michael Jackson’s very first Christmas.
It has taken me… I would think about 5 years of talking him into celebrating Christmas at Neverland because I understood that if you are a Jehovah’s Witness you don’t celebrate Christmas.
When he quit being a a Jehovah’s Witness I said to Michael,
‘I think Christmas is a wonderful way of celebrating love. It’s a celebration of love.’
And I can’t see Christmas without Michael or Michael without Christmas.”
~ Elizabeth Taylor ~



Michael: “But what Elizabeth didn’t know was that I was planning a surprise for her also.”

Elizabeth: Gasps “Oh my God! That’s amazing! I love it! Oh thank you!”
Michael: “You’re welcome.”

“The gift that I gave to Elizabeth, to me, it was unique. It looks like a painting but it isn’t. It’s a tapestry. This guy did it piece by piece.” ~ Michael Jackson ~






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On February 19, 1994, at "The Jackson Family Honors" event held at the MGM Grand Garden Arena in Las Vegas, Nevada.

“Today we honor Elizabeth Taylor for who she is, as much as what she does.

For me, Elizabeth Taylor is the ultimate humanitarian, because she is the embodiment of love, compassion, faith, and integrity and she has been that ideal for hundreds and millions of fans over the five decades of her illustrious career.

Elizabeth began her career when she was nine years old and since then, has starred in some of the greatest of all American films. She has been, and she continues to be, one of the most celebrated women of the twentieth century. I know, from having the honor of being a friend of Elizabeth Taylor's, that she's in no need of another trophy or plaque to recognize her humanitarian work on behalf of the fight against AIDS.
And I also know Elizabeth is here tonight not for any ego gratification, but because this gives her another chance to get the all important message out to the public. The message of AIDS awareness and the need for compassion and the efforts to find a cure.
To the formation of AMFAR in 1986 and her own Elizabeth Taylor AIDS Foundation, no one has done more to fight this dreaded disease.
But in knowing Elizabeth, I know her reward comes from the work itself, from the small battles won in the all-out war, from the gains she's been responsible for by eliminating the problem for the world to see and from the unspoken things of the victims who's lives she has enhanced during their times on earth. In the midst of my recent trials and tribulations, Elizabeth stood by my side with unwavering strength and support.
Elizabeth stands for truth.
She's immune to criticism and unfearful to any challenge and places the highest truth in the wisdom of her own heart and the direct knowledge of her own intuition.
She is not swayed by public opinion, because she knows in the end truth always triumphs.

Elizabeth, I love you and we honor you not only for what you stand for, but also for the magnificence of who you are.
The world is a better place because of your existence.
Because Elizabeth is so unselfish in her devotions to humanity, it is doubly fitting that she be the recipient of the Jackson Family Honors award."
~ Michael Jackson ~


I've wrote a poem about friendship few years ago,
and I thought about this poem when I heard the news about Elizabeth, and flashed back on their special friendship..


“BE COOL and RELAX”

'Cause I’ll be there when you need me


I have two eyes to look after you
I have a mouth to advice you
I have two ears to hear you
I have a nose to smell
and warn the danger that may came after you…

But…. That’s not all…
I still have two hands to lift you up
when you’re down
And I still have two foots to walk beside you
when you’re alone

So.. Don’t Worry….
'cause I’ll be here for you
Just… Be Cool.. and Relax..

And my mind are full with our memories,
that always kept in my heart
...
"[Elizabeth Taylor and I] we're like brother and sister, mother and son, lovers...
it's a potpourri... it's something special." ~ Michael Jackson ~


♬ Remember the time I was alone
You stood by my side and said:
"Let's be strong"
You did all these tings
That only a true friend can do.. ♬

♬... Elizabeth, I love you
The world knows your work now
Above the things on Earth now
I pray one day I'll be just like... you... ♬


"It's so wonderful to be with her [Elizabeth].
I can really relax with her, because we've lived the same life and experienced the same thing"
~ Michael Jackson ~


and so, this beautiful friendship continues in Heaven,
lovely friends re-united again, only this time, it will last forever...


Thank you, lovely Elizabeth, for always be there for Michael,
We love you more...

Both of you are safe now from those tabloid junkies :)
We promise, to keep your legacy alive, to spread your messages, and to continue your humanitarian efforts...

"If it is not to make the world better what is money for?" ~ Elizabeth Taylor ~

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I've saved @DameElizabeth's tweets in here, if any of you want to re-read them again: http://mjacksonwords.blogspot.com/p/dameelizabeths-tweets.html

2.23.2011

Sometimes



Sometimes I scream in silence
To giving up, unable to resilient
They give me nothing but negative words
Keep on trying making more and more wounds..

Who are they, and what are they..??

No lawsuit against them,
No trial to prosecute them
Hence, there is no peace even on your death

God is above,
but they are pretending as Him
Judging like they’re god


Sometimes I wonder,
Are you smiling from heaven, Michael..
probably you’re talking with God and say,
“That’s it... That’s exactly what always happened to me when I was on Earth!”
As if, God never knew.. :)

Yes....
I hope you can smile from above,
and lead us to bring justice for you
‘cause when your justice prevails,
that is when the world would start learn to live and love each other,
just like you used to teach us..


1.02.2011

"He loved to read"


Michael loved to read,
many had testified on his reading habit, and also was caught in the bookstore


[here are few excerpt of the article]

"We talked about psychology, Freud and Jung, Hawthorne, sociology, black history and sociology dealing with race issues. But he was very well read in the classics of psychology and history and literature."

"He loved to read. He had over 10,000 books at his house."

"And there were places that he liked to sit, and you could see the books with his bookmarks in it, with notes and everything in it where he liked to sit and read. And I can tell you from talking to him that he had a very - especially for someone who was self-taught, as it were, and had his own reading list - he was very well-read. And I don't want to say that I'm well-read, but I've certainly read a lot, let's put it that way, and I enjoy philosophy and history and everything myself, and it was very nice to talk to him, because he was very intellectual, and he liked to talk about those things. But he didn't flaunt it, and it was very seldom that he would initiate the conversation like that, but if you got into a conversation like that with him, he was there."

"And few people really had the opportunity the have these intellectual discussions about great thinkers and writers. Freud and Jung - go down the street and try and find five people who can talk about Freud and Jung."


The Bodyguards' testimony of Michael's reading habit

source: http://abcnews.go.com/GMA/video/michael-jacksons-love-reading-10048405

"Anytime he was going into a bookstore he wasn't buying one or two books. No. You know, he was easily walking out with...
"..thousands.."

Q: Did he read all of the books that he bought?
"I believe so.."
"As much knowledge, as being around him, we learned something every day just going to work. I'll tell you that right now"

"I think he was also just very big on knowledge, and that was the way he ...fed his kids that, you know very big on them being educated ... very..."
"..very special"
"..very intelligent"


Prince Michael brought over an oversized book on collectable toys, barely able to carry it. He said in the cutest little voice; "Dad, can I have this" Michael lovingly smiled and asked if he was going to read it. He replied, "Yes."

He wanted books on black folk music, books by Roald Dahl (including James and the Giant Peach), and something on Versailles. I would send my troops to look for the books and hand the findings to Jesus. On a previous visit, my dad had helped him, and he picked out books on Howard Hughes, dictionaries and first edition children's books.

..he spent $6,000 in books and allowed anyone in his group to take books. Although the people in his entourage did choose some, they did not seem as excited about shopping for books.

"He was a longtime and valued customer," a store representative of art and architecture bookstore Hennessey + Ingalls said Thursday. "We'll miss him."

"He loved the poetry section," Dave Dutton said as Dirk chimed in that Ralph Waldo Emerson was Jackson's favorite. "I think you would find a great deal of the transcendental, all-accepting philosophy in his lyrics."


"It was Rose who instilled in me a love of books
and literature that sustains me today.
I read everything I could get my hands on.
New cities meant new places to shop.
We loved to shop, especially in bookstores and department stores,"
~ Michael Jackson, Moonwalk

"She [Miss Rose Fine] taught me the wonderful world of books and reading
and I wouldn't be the same person if it wasn't for her."
~ Michael Jackson



MJ: "I watch cartoons. I love cartoons. I play video games. Sometimes I read."
Q: "You mean you read books?"
MJ: "Yeah. I love to read short stories and everything."
Q: "Any in particular?"
MJ: "Somerset Maugham.. Whitman. Hemingway. Twain."


"I love to read.
I wish I could advise more people to read.
There’s a whole other world in books.
If you can’t afford to travel, you travel mentally through reading.
You can see anything and go any place you want to in reading."
~ Michael Jackson, 1984

LoL.. oh mike!! :p