Angel calls

There was some days where I felt that Michael is communicate with me, the coincidences were too much that makes me hard to say that it was nothing...

When I was at McDonald, the Heal the World playing...

and the next day, at Emax (cafe near my campus), Hold My Hand...

Then, in middle of discussion with some friends, Earth Song was playing in Tator Cafe..

And I thought, "Ok, he's watching me right now" :)

On the 4th day, this is what appear on my tumblr page:

Twinny from different era, but with the same style.. ^_^

and so I said:

*well, not exactly, this pic was suddenly appear on my tumblr-dashboard,

so I had to screen captured it..

And not long after it, this also came on my tumblr-dashboard:

I hope it's nice where you are....

These are 3 of 6 screen-caps that I made over one night...

Do you feel your Angel next to you?

If you are, give that Angel your most beautiful smile,

and say "Thank you" for watching :))

Angel of Light

It's hard to see angels, although I've stared at their pictures for hours. Some people can see them without pictures, and they tell interesting tales. Guardian angels are all female, for instance, which didn't surprise me once I found out. A birth angel, recruited from the younger ranks, attends every baby when it appears, while another angel, older but not grim, helps the dying to leave this world without grief or pain.

You can pray to the angels and they will listen, but the best way to call them, I am told, is to laugh.

Angels respond to delight, because that is what they're made of. In fact, when people's minds are clouded by anger or hatred, no angel can reach them.

Not all angels have wings -- so the visionaries claim -- but those who do can unfurl a span of golden feathers stretching over the entire world. If you had eyes that could look straight into the sun, you would see an overwhelming angel presiding there; a more serene one smiles out from the face of the moon.

Angels spend their entire lives, which are forever, spinning around the Creator's throne, singing His praise. People with keen ears have listened in. The harmonies of the angelic choir are incredibly complex, they say, but the rhythm is simple. "It's mostly march time," one eavesdropper affirmed. For some reason, that fact is almost the best I have learned so far.

After a while it got lonely hearing about angels you couldn't see for yourself. When an angel-watcher heard that, she was shocked. "Not see?" she said. "But you have an angel in you. Everybody does. I can see it right now, and I thought you could, too." "No," I said sadly, and I asked what it looked like. "Did it look like me?"

"Well, yes and no," the angel-watcher mysterious answered. "It all depends on what you think you are. Your angel is a speck of light perched at the very center of your heart. It is smaller than an atom, but just wait. Once you get close to it, your angel will expand. The closer you come, the more it will grow, until finally, in a burst of light, you will see your angel in its true shape, and at that very instant, you will also see yourself."

So now I am looking for my angel all the time. I sit silently, turning my gaze inward. It wasn't long before I caught a glimpse of something. "Is that you, Angel, holding a candle?" One flicker and it was gone. Yet that was enough to set my heart wildly beating. Next time my angel will be waving a lamp, then holding a torch aloft, then lighting a bonfire.

That's what the angel-watcher promised, and now that I have caught sight of glory, I know enough to believe.

Too simple

Pictures are too simple to capture
Words are too simple to describe
the love you shared,
and my endless love to you..

Let's Start Giving

I wish.... instead of buying any of things that use Michael's name~, either it's a so-called album, song, dvd, movie, tour, or anything, ~ ... I wish everybody could use their money to donate for charity.....

The only thing I know is, my country still needs some support.. #prayforindonesia

and the disaster in Haiti also has not finish yet... thus I heard that they're suffering of cholera now..

and.. and..

And today,

I had a class about education in remote areas around Indonesia, and I saw their pictures, some of them don't even have a bench to sit during the class,...

YES, they sit on the floor..!!!!!

"An education opens a person's minds to the entire world.

And there is nothing more important than to make sure everyone has the opportunity for an education."

~ Michael Jackson ~

Below, this picture is even more better than the pic I saw at the class today...

School in Papua, Indonesia....

you might want to see the other part of Papua:

This place called "Raja Ampat", part of the famous Coral Triangle..

Hm, surprised? and.. Ironic...?

Anyway...

I know it's only $0.99 for a song on iTunes, but in Indonesia, it means 5 (five) packs of wrapped noodles... but if we all make a donation, like we donate "A Million Trees for Michael", on behalf Michael's name, they probably can build a proper school... for the children...

I LOVE MICHAEL, and I believe Michael knows that,

And I love all his songs, and even more, I LOVE every message in each songs, especially those message about humanity.... and about this world, this lovely planet called the Planet Earth..

His message taught me about LOVE in universal sentences..

It's not about keeping his legacy alive through striving his song into number one charts,

but for me, it's about his BIGGEST LEGACY => LOVE.. giving back, help others,

-- If Michael is here with us,

what do you think Michael would choose for us,

to donate for charity,...

or to buy his song to be the #1 chart in the world? --

Answer it for yourself, both are Michael's ambitions,

which one is his priority...?

[WE ARE THE WORLD]

♪♪ There comes a time when we heed a certain call

When the world must come together as one

There are people dying

Oh, and it's time to lend a hand to life

The greatest gift of all

We can't go on pretending day by day

That someone, somewhere will soon make a change

We're all a part of God's great big family

And the truth, you know LOVE is all we need

♪♪We are the world, we are the children

We are the ones who make a brighter day so LET'S START GIVING

There's a choice we're making we're saving our own lives

It's true we'll make a better day just you and me♪♪

Well, send 'em you your heart so they know that someone cares

And their lives will be stronger and free

As God has shown us by turning stone to bread

And so we all MUST LEND A HELPING HAND♪♪

"Following that experience ('We Are the World', 1985), it was my dream to create a worldwide series of concerts, which would RAISE FUNDS TO BRING AID TO SUFFERING PEOPLE AROUNG THE GLOBE...

In the years ahead, it is MY INTENTION to create similar events, which will bring together musicians from around the world to raise additional funds for the World Peace Foundation for Children."

~ Michael Jackson, 1998 ~

And remember his words about Invincible album,

"This will be MY LAST ALBUM", 2001

Please remember this:

Humanitarian: Guinness Book Of Records Names Michael "Most Support Charities"

and please,

notice this video

"A PRIVATE MEETING ON CHARITY TWEEN"

Blanco and Michael Jackson during which Michael signed all 5 paintings and aquired 2,

one which will be Autioned for Charity to help Cancer patients (Children) and the other painting for Michael's own collection.

Meeting took place at the legendary Hotel in Singapore The Raffles. source

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"We are behaving like people without compassion and love for the most vulnerable section of society.

The children of the universe are without a spokesperson, they are voiceless...

We are all touched by the atrocities committed against children: sexual, physical abuse, child slave labor, educational neglect. We feel ashamed. Angry. Appalled.

But there is no action.... - NO ACTION. -"

~Michael Jackson~ South Africa, May 1998

Let's DO SOMETHING NOW...

Let's START GIVING...

Won't be Fooled Again

There's a connection of $ony, AEG, the Estate, and even Kenny Ortega because they are the ones behind Michael's sudden death, it's all conspiracy!!

Do you believe it's all conspiracy? A long time conspiracy against Michael...

"But there’s a lot of conspiracy, I’ll say that – conspiracy going on as we speak."

~ Michael Jackson, 2005"

And, imo, that quote still applicable even after his death...

Though I'm not an expert of the conspiracy theory, or even the conspiracy-against-Michael theory, but I read! Esp. the mjfansboycottsony site, and the more I read, the more puzzling my head became.. Then I turned back to watch and read his words, and... Yupe, there it is:

"..My level of trust will change. And ah, there’s a lot of conspiracy going on. I’ll say that much. A lot of it..... All around me."

~ Michael Jackson, 2005 ~

I don't even know how did they do this to Michael, but I just feel that I won't ever betray Michael, thus I already did once: watched the TII movie.

A new friend of mine said that her father is also a huge fan of Michael, and she said that her father refused to watch TII because it's not Michael's film. Of course she shared that story with her peculiar face of showing that she feels weird about her father's decision, BUT, on contrary, it was like a slap on my face! She got me there, her father is right!!!

My mind went here and there, the questions of: "why her father thought that way?", "What brought it to his mind?", "Does he know about this conspiracy?"

- on my last question, I doubt he knows it, her father is a pilot, and the issue about the conspiracy never had in our media headlines, and I don't think he has the chance for social network either..

And at the end, I wish that I can be like her father..

He uses his logical thinking above the consume behavior based on emotional feelings.

When I decided to watch TII, I was on the state of missing someone I love (as I still missing him now).. I watched 3 times, two of them are with my friends, and the last one was just me and myself - it was when these tears can't hardly stop.....

My emotion beat my logical thinking. Did Michael ever blessed this movie?!! He was killed to do this movie..!

Hm, here we go, the conspiracy cover up with excuses of "We're doing it for the fans", ~ A so-called-new-MJ-album is about to finish and ready to be released by $ony.

Oh, c'mon, WHAT MORE CAN HE GIVE? He had given all his life for the world, and the fans, and for $ony either!

And that Breaking News, which is definitely NOT Michael's voice, is just another emphasis that $ony NEVER intend to keep Michael's legacy alive, they're only after for the big M; $-MONEY-$!

They GOT me once, but I won't be fooled for the second time!

Are you...?

".... being the artist that I am, at $ony I've generated several billion dollars for $ony. Several billon. They really thought that my mind is always on music and dancing, it usually is, but they never thought.... that this performer myself would out think them.

So... we can't let them get away with what they're trying to do, because now I'm a free agent. I just owe $ony one more album, it's just a box set, really, with two new songs which I've written ages ago. Because for every album that I record, I write like, literally, I'm telling you the truth, I write.... I write at least 120 songs every album I do, so... I can do the box set, just giving them any two songs.

So I'm leaving $ony, a free agent... owning half of $ony, I own half of $ony's Publishing... And I'm leaving them, and they... they're very angry at me, because I, I just... I just did good business, you know.

So the way they get revenge is to try and destroy my album. But I've always said, you know... art, good art, never dies.

Thank you."

~ Michael Jackson, 2002 ~

Do We Give a Damn?

"I’m very concerned about the plight of the international global warming phenomenon.

I knew it was coming, but I wish they would have gotten people’s interest sooner.

But it’s never too late. It’s been described as a runaway train;

if we don’t stop it, we’ll never get it back. So we have to fix it, now.

That’s what I was trying to do with “Earth Song,” “Heal the World,” “We Are the World,” writing those songs to open up people’s consciousness.

I wish people would listen to every word."

~ Michael Jackson ~

Recently, there are several natural disasters happened in my country, Indonesia.

On October 25th, 2010, earthquakes followed by tsunami hits Mentawai Island, Sumatra (Indonesia). And 2 days later, a volcano erupted from Merapi Mountain, Central Java province (Indonesia). Thus Merapi itself means "Mountain of Fire", but that doesn't mean that we all had prepared for this disaster....

Maybe we all wonder, "why Indonesia?" Please learn here, "Pacific Ring of Fire", as it is noted that the volcanoes in Indonesia are among the most active of the Pacific Ring of Fire, others than in Chile, United States, and other countries the in the Pacific Ring of Fire.

The Earth is Mad

Many earthquakes had happened, but most of us don't know the exact number. I calculate the total of the last 4 years earthquakes from wikipedia list, and found:

On 2007, there are 25 earthquakes with min. magnitude of 6.1 SR and the maximum: 8.5 SR which happened in Sumatra Island, Indonesia.

on 2008, in total 24 earthquakes with min. magnitude of 5.8 SR and the maximum: 7.9 SR, was in Sichuan Province, China

on 2009, decreased into 20 earthquakes with min. magnitude of 5.4 SR and the maximum: 8.1 SR, happened in Samoa Island, followed by the tsunami

And, 2010, up to October, we already had 24 earthquakes with min. 5.6 SR and maximum 8.8 SR that was happened lately in Mentawai Island, Sumatra (Indonesia), also followed by tsunami.

In average of 20 earthquakes every year, but then look at this table below

(click to enlarge) source

2 of the ten deadliest natural disasters, had happened in recent years: 2004 Indian Ocean Tsunami and 2010 Haiti Earthquake.......

And, not also mentioned about the global warming phenomenon...

Do we give a damn?

"We don’t look to man to fix the problems of the world, we don’t. They can’t do it.

That’s how I see it. It’s beyond us.

Look, we don’t have control over the grounds, they can shake.

We don’t have control over the seas, they can have tsunamis.

We don’t have control over the skies, there are storms.

We’re all in God’s hands.

I think that man has to take that into consideration."

~ Michael Jackson ~

"I respect the secrets and magic of nature.

That's what makes me so angry when I see these things that are happening in our world.

That every second I hear the size of a football field is torn down in the Amazon.

I mean, that kind of stuff really bothers me.

That's why I write these kinds of songs. You know, to give some sense of awareness and awakening and hope to people.

I love...I love the planet. I love trees. I have this thing for trees. And the colours and the changing of leaves. I loove it! And I respect those kinds of things.

I really feel that nature is trying so hard to compensate for man's mismanagement of the planet. Cause the planet is sick. Like a fever.

If we don't fix is now, it is at the point of no return.

This is our last chance to fix this problem that we have.

It is like a runaway train. When the time is come, this is it.

People are always saying,

"Oh," they think, "They'll take care of it."

"The Government'll do..." "Done with that..." "They'll..."

They who?? It starts with us. It's US! Or else it'll never be done.

We have four years to get it right. After that it would be irreversible.

Let's take care of the planet!”

~ Michael Jackson, This Is It, 2009 ~

PRAY

I went to church today, and the pastor preached about PRAY, a very simple preach but it has deep meanings...

He said, when we pray, we're talking to God, and there are 2 essential points that we acknowledge when we're praying...

First, who is taking the prayer.. that is: me (us)

Second, to whom are we praying... of course, God

So, yes, praying is like having dialogue with God,

even when we started our prayer with, "God, I don't know how to pray", at that moment we already pray...

Pray,

don't have to be at some sacred place, it could be anywhere..

and it doesn't have to be on special moment, it could at anytime..

Thus, the most important thing that we used to forget on praying is.. Be THANKFUL for His blessings..

When we are at the top of the world, when we had succeed in achieving our goals, We -human kind- arrogantly see those things as our own achievements, yet forgot God's involvement in it..

"I gain strength from God." ~ Michael Jackson ~

#MJFam, thanks to the team of Uncover Michael Jackson's name, had succeed to reach the goal and made his name officially UNcover..

And have we pray and say thank you to Him?

"I pray every night. I don’t just pray at night. I pray at different times during the day." ~ Michael Jackson ~

"And I pray a lot and that’s how I deal with it and I’m a strong person, I’m a warrior"

~ Michael Jackson ~

Stop the War

"I have been an ambassador of goodwill all over the world spreading this message."

~ Michael Jackson ~

The image is from Michael's 7th grade yearbook, when he was approximately 13 years old, from the Walton School in Van Nuys CA (1971). Drawn in protest at the Vietnam War, it shows a figure with arms outstretched in front of a battle scene complete with bombers, machine-gun posts and a helicopter under the slogan "stop the war". source

Michael drew this for his protest against the Vietnam War, it was a big war, cost lots of people died, injured, children lost their parents, and parents lost their children..

But tell me, does war exist right now, in our everyday world? in our small world?

The word of "war" also means attacking, insulting, backstabbing, cursing, barking against each other... that's my opinion tho..

Remember his message: "Follow the Golden Rule. Be kind to your neighbors, love them as much as you would love yourself, do unto others...." ~ Michael Jackson ~

And he added: "I get angry, yeah. But I know that is the way of the world. That's the theme of my world show: Be kind, heal the world. Let's walk out of here a different human being.." ~ Michael Jackson ~

Michael, in his own words...

"I don't like war. I like peace. I'm a peaceful person." ~ Michael Jackson ~

"I hope that our next generation will get to see a peaceful world, not the way things are going now." ~ Michael Jackson ~

"I pray for peace all the time." ~ Michael Jackson ~

♬

Man of war...

Don't go to war no more

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Why don't you...

Why don't you study peace

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Man of war...

Don't go to war no more

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Study peace...

Cause peace is what we need

♬

♥ ~ I am here, because I love Michael ~ ♥